Well...college doesn't suck anymore.

I just spent these passed two days with an amazing person, like truly amazing. He makes me smile, genuinely, and I haven't smiled like that for a very long time. Also, he is such a pretty boy--but I'm not talking about the way he looks, I mean yes, he's quite attractive, but when I say he's pretty, I mean he is so sweet, kind, and caring. Not only that, he's not afraid to be a dork, and I think that's really cool because we can be dorks together and no one judges. He's so very special, and I don't know if he realizes that, but he is. Another really cool thing, and this makes me smile even more, is that he seems to respect me, like he doesn't try anything, you know? I'm not simply a shiny toy made for his entertainment and when he's tired of messing with me, he can just throw me away--its not like that, and that makes me happy, it makes me feel worth something. In the past guys....well....they have not made me feel worth anything, that's for certain. I honestly had no idea guys could be that kind...no idea...I just assumed...well, I just assumed that I was not worth their special attention, that they had the right to treat me the way they did.

ANyWaY... I just realized that I should have probably posted all of my poems from the past years, they explain a lot. I don't know why I never did, i guess certain things just prevented me from doing so. I mean, come on, this is an art web site. The world of art is so much wider than drawing, painting, and photography. People, including me, paint pictures with their words all of the time, so I don't know why I couldn't share my word pictures with any of you. I guess, Idk, my poetry and stories have always been very personal to me. I guess I'm just shy, people who have gotten to know me, probably don't think that statement is true...WOOPs...MWAHAHA....okay...I'm gonna say good bye for now, have a nice life, and perhaps you will see some poetry soon instead of my pictures.